I just want to be whole again.
My URL has changed, and so has my blog’s theme, sort of. I’ve recently decided to start horseback riding again. At one point in my life, I lived and breathed and slept riding. Being an equestrian was completely my life. Then I got in a bad accident, and I completely lost my confidence as a rider. Six years have passed since the accident, and I’m finally ready to start riding again. I’ve reached a point in my anorexia battle that I’m actually sort of okay. My medication has me stable, and I’ve gained enough weight to not be weak all the time. I’m ready to dedicate my life back to my sport. I need something to live for again.